It's 2:35 and once again I can't sleep. Didn't feel like firing up the computer,so I downloaded a app on my new phone to blog. Will have to say. I love Android over iPhones anyday.
Summer vacation started for the kiddos this week. And I can tell you now its going to be a difficalt one. With all my appts and chases. I feel like something has changed for me and the kids, they have been pretty good for me. I think they are growing to respect me. I never thought it would happen. Brooke is such a great big sister. She has matured so much. And john has grown out of the cry over anything stage. And Cady has lost the additute.
Chase has been recently diagnosed with infantile scoliosis. Which breaks my heart. We are waiting on word of where he is going for a orthopedic surgeon. I hope it only a back brace need for treatment. I really feel like good is testing us.
Mike started racing and got his car to work right finally. Brian his gf and her daughter and I and chase all went down to see mike race tonight. Chase and I missed the good part I hear. Mike ran better in his final race then the first. :( But I am happy for him and excited for the next time we go.
I have been sick with my crohns. Going on week 6 without remicade. I am getting so weak I can barely carry chase in his car seat. I can lose 3 pounds in 2 days easily atm. I don't know if its the anxiety or Crohn that is causing the insomnia I have been having the past like 2 weeks.
But all is well, a lot of stress at the moment but we are doing our best and taking steps in the right way to try to solve all our problems or to make them at least better.
