Just A Waiting Game Now...

Started off this day to early,5:30am came and I wasn't ready to wake up at all. I had to keep him up for a while last night so he would be tired for the EEG.We left the house at 6:30 and got on the at the hospital at 7:45.Chase did pretty good while putting on the wires on his head. Afterward he got all the wires on he wanted to sleep but couldn't because we was in a different place. At point in the test the tech called the other tech in and questioned/showed something. That's having me worried. Maybe it was nothing, Could of been good or bad. A technical difficulty or a error or it could of been something with chases health. We wont know for a week. So it just a waiting game now. 

This is the first time since we got home from the hospital that i can sit down and just relax. Chase has been moody ever since and wanted mommy to hold him so he can sleep most of the day. The kids had me running around the house like a chicken with out a head. And I was trying to do house work on top of this. Who do I contact to ask for more hours in a day?Or maybe a extra day in the week?

Tomorrow is a day closer to the weekend!Yaya!

Two Weeks And Finally A Call Back

I am a day behind on blogging, I was so tired and in some pain. But yesterday I finally got a call back about chase's shacking he does with his legs. It only took the 2 weeks 1 call and talking to the nurse at his last weigh in. I really like his doctor and he is the one who delivered him in the emergency c-section. But the staff isn't good about call backs at all. But anyways,Doctor says knowing his history{guessing he means birth because i dont think reflex has anything to do with this}he wants a EEG done. Hearing that makes me so nervous thinking their could be something neurologically wrong with him. But with how the doctor brought up "knowing his history" makes me think they think it has something with the cord prolapse. Chase was coming out with his cord on his head so the cord was trying to come out first. I had a nurse holding his head off the cord the whole time from when they discovered this till the c-section.

His EEG his Wednesday, I pray they come back normal. I would rather find out something wrong is myself then my son...

This blog is cut short.Kids a getting home from school.

Small Mistakes= Alot of Pain Sometimes,Anyone Found My Brain Yet?

I would like to start off with saying.I am not a cardinal hater!My personal out look is I don't get why a game has to take over the news,and why are sports players just right along with actors and singers are paid more then doctors,paramedics,police,and people that make a different in peoples life and save them. Doctors get paid good I know but nothing like what Pujols makes.Without people protecting us,saving our live we wouldn't be able to have the life's we do. This is my out look out it. I enjoy sports, I do.But what they get paid,and how they take over the news with World Series,and the Super Bowl.I don't agree with.Report on it once and move on.

I had my friend Ashley and her adorable daughter over today. I can not believe her youngest daughter is getting so big.Just was yesterday I was holding her as a newborn and being so nervous. I was 3-4 months pregnant and getting excited to be holding my baby in a few months. Chase turned 3 months old today. That is so unreal to think about.I still sit and stare at him thinking"I cant believe he is mine".I still have negative feeling about the day he was born. I feel like the joy was stolen from it and replaced with fear.The birth of your child is suppose to be one of the happiest days of your life. It was the scariest for me and probably Mike too.To be told your child is on his cord and you need a emergency c-section is the worst words ever to hear. With every contraction his heart rate went down.But I will get to his birth story some other post. But seems like just yesterday.

I swear I am losing my mind slowly. I hurt myself a couple of times today that should of been common since to me. Tried to fix the vacuum cleaner while it was on-Stuck my hand in it when it was on. Figured out I put something on it in the wrong place opps. I did a couple of little stupid things like that all day. I swear I was never this how can I put it,unaware of what I was doing. I have been even forgetting peoples names.I couldn't think of Cadence's name today. I knew it started with a C but it didn't come to me for a few seconds. I look at my "step" kids("  " used because I am not married to the father yet) as my own kids. And I forgot a name. I am really thinking something is causing this. But I cant put my finger on it. Maybe I forgot?

Well everyone is in bed.I am headed there myself for 2 hours of sleep before little man is probably want a bottle.I am excited for tomorrow.Parade will be fun to take the kids to, and we are decorating pumpkins also.