"Let's straighten it out" scoliosis moto

It's 2:35 and once again I can't sleep. Didn't feel like firing up the computer,so I downloaded a app on my new phone to blog. Will have to say. I love Android over iPhones anyday.

Summer vacation started for the kiddos this week. And I can tell you now its going to be a difficalt one. With all my appts and chases. I feel like something has changed for me and the kids, they have been pretty good for me. I think they are growing to respect me. I never thought it would happen. Brooke is such a great big sister. She has matured so much. And john has grown out of the cry over anything stage. And Cady has lost the additute.

Chase has been recently diagnosed with infantile scoliosis. Which breaks my heart. We are waiting on word of where he is going for a orthopedic surgeon. I hope it only a back brace need for treatment. I really feel like good is testing us.

Mike started racing and got his car to work right finally. Brian his gf and her daughter and I and chase all went down to see mike race tonight. Chase and I missed the good part I hear. Mike ran better in his final race then the first. :(  But I am happy for him and excited for the next time we go.

I have been sick with my crohns. Going on week 6 without remicade. I am getting so weak I can barely carry chase in his car seat. I can lose 3 pounds in 2 days easily atm. I don't know if its the anxiety or Crohn that is causing the insomnia I have been having the past like 2 weeks.

But all is well, a lot of stress at the moment but we are doing our best and taking steps in the right way to try to solve all our problems or to make them at least better.

NO joke I BLOGGED!

I am going to attempt once again. To keep this blog going. Kinda failed on my goal a blog a day! Oops. Well life happens.

 Chase is going to be 9 months this week. Let me tell you, if you look at him now and didn't know he started off at 5 pounds you would never believe me.He is such a handsome lil guy. He is doing great and has 2 teeth and the 3rd one on its way in.

John, Cady and Brooke, are doing great too. I swear they grow taller every week.  They been testing our limits a lot. And it don't help that Brooke is going through the pre teen mood swings,talk back, eye rolling stage. They only have 3 weeks left till good ol summer vacation. I remember being a kid and having the days counted down. But after like 2 weeks of it. Its boring!

Mike is looking in to getting back in to his old hobby of racing. I am in the the shock of oh my lord if you wreck and get hurt or die or break your spine. (The list of my worry's can go on,I'll just stop there). I am not a person that thrill seeks. I don't have to go at high speeds to get a rush. But what can I say. Looks fun but honestly,its not my cup of tea. And I am not going to stop him. (If I have a heart attack before the age of 30,we know why now). Everyone needs their hobbies and needs their time to have fun. (My fun is not to go around and circle really fast and thrown around in a car)I get car sick just watching the race. I cant even watch them on you tube with out wanting to vomit(All and can think is "going around and around and around"I gotta stop thinking about it, lunch will come up)

And for me, nothing really new. 2 weeks late on remicade for my crohn's disease.Due to a infection. But hoping to get it all cleared up soon and get Remicade ASAP. I am thinking about taking a class or 2 during the summer. Just to do something and get out of the house for a bit. These 4 walls kinda get boring from time to time.

Short but to the point!

Its 1am and I'm wore out to the Max. But it one of them nights I cant sleep. Chase has been asleep for 3 hours night. I am in just in a mood. I cant explain. With all the stress I'm not surprised. Chase has been really developing his hand eye coronation. Looks like we are going to have a another lefty. Trust me I will do everything in my power to change that. I hate how lefty's write. No effence to lefty's out there. I got a lefty here at home and I cab barley read her writing. Mike and I both agree it must be genetics or something because Brooke and his mom are. Chase is still blabbing away. And no effects from the seizure. We are still waiting on results from recent eeg. I will update more tomorrow I'm wore out and just wanna relax

Once again,waiting for eeg results.

Its been way to long since I blogged but my laptop is still down. A lot and a nothing is going on. Christmas vacation time with the kids was busy. Then chase had a seizure. I still wanna cry just saying he did. But I will get to that story. The kids had a good Christmas. So did I Mike surprised me by getting me something that I wanted a year ago. He got me a huge jewelry box. Just like my grandma had. I love it. The kids got everything they wanted thanks to blackfriday Santa. ;) Chase got a lot of cloths and toys. Mommy loves baby toys...hey they are fun. And the family got a Wii. If they are going to play video games I rather see them up moving around on the Wii. I think the girls will have chase smurf dancing before he can walk. While the kids were enjoying their last day of vacation chase had a seizure. I was sitting by him while he was napping in his swing. I was admiring how cute he his and took a picture how he sleeps in the swing with his legs on one side of the divider. Like did I know his peaceful nap would be awoken 4 mins later with him turning blue shaking. Thank God Mike was home for lunch. Local er was disappointing with how the treated the fact my 5 mouth old just had a seizure and all you can say is his glucose is fine and on his discharge papers say see doctor tomorrow and reason for visit normal exam. Nothing on if he has another and whento worry what could cause a seizure. Yes I know its a er. But er could of gave me info chases doctor did when I took him straight to his doctor after er. He explained when to bring him to the er for a seizure Wwhat to do. And calmed my nerves by telling me seizures under 10 mins rarely cause damage. And ordered another eeg. I woundering if his thumping leg has anything to do with his seizure? Chase is doing great no sign of the seizure. Talkative as ever. Still playful. I know will let him sleep when ever and watch for signs that he is getting tierd. Extreme tiredness can cause a seizure. But this mommy now is going to get her sleep.little guy will be up early being he went to bed early.

I feel asleep writing this opps

Well once again I missed a few days of blogging. But with a sick baby and holiday around the corner I'm lucky to keep up with my self. And my laptop is down with the system 32 virus still. I did some major house cleaning today. Was just in a mood to.scrub the kitchen down. And dusted and picked up the weekend mess in living room. Had to call and cancel chase 4 month shots due to his cold. Its just a cold now no more barking cough thank God. He had to miss out on church,didn't wanna risk any other lil ones with croup and he needs his sleep. Chase wants to type out mommy's blog he is likes to hands on the screen and type. Its 1am and he wants mom. I am truly enjoying the holiday feeling. The beauty of Christmas trees. I was talking to John the other night and asked him what Christmas is? He replied it Jesus birthday. And with a serious voice he asked what kinda cake Jesus likes? I told him probably any type being that its the thought behind making it just for him. Then I asked if he thinks Mary make Jesus a cake up in heaven. He said God probably does. I knew the question of how old do you think God is? I had to try and explain that God as always been the. He really didn't understand so I asked him if he could stay a certain age would he,that God can do anything so he probably don't age like us. Oh my the questions that kids I gotta get some sleep I'm falling a sleep

Oh Its Starting To Feel Like Christmas

So much od nothing has happened over the 2wks I have missed of blogging. And typing this out on a touch screen is proving to be difficult. I just seen I missed spell of but its to much to go up and fix.so excuse my spelling and miss types. I got the house all decorated and the tree is up. Christmas is just around the corner. I am working on pictures of the kids for gifts for grandparent and other family member. I prinnt out a set and framed them and they look great but going to a friends to play around with the Colorado on them and maybe add some effects to them and hope to have them framed annd rapped by the end of this weekend. Chase is getting over croup. Poor lil guy had to go to the er the other night. He could sleep from the barking cough keeping him up and he was trying had to breath.he got a shot of steroids whitch he hated. I know that stuff had to burn. I have had it by iv millions of times. But today he had just a few moments of whizzing and the cough was just a cough and not a barking seal noise. The kiddos are doing good. I think John might have a small case of the croup. But the older the kid is the less the effect,I believe. Its getting late and my eyes are getting to burn me from being so tierd. I am heading to bed and will update more tomorrow on what has been missed.

i finally can blog!

After having a virus on my computer since thanksgiving and hours of trying to get my new kindle fire to allow me to blog I can.but its 2am. I'm tiered and have a baby with croup so I'm off to sleep and will update more tommorw its a little hard to on a touch screen tablet. But yaya I can blog.